Ch - 1

　　A girl is sleeping in a dark room, where a  bit of light rays come from the window. Her almond brown eyes are open and she look at the ceiling continuously....

　　There's a disappointment, sadness, tiredness visible on her face. Suddenly the alarm clock start ringing... She switch off the alarm and get up from bed.. Standing near the window, she slid the curtains and the dark room filled with sunlight....

　　

From here the story going on Sana's pov

　　I smiles sadly, because the sunlight can end the darkness of this room but not my life... People says that a new day brings a new change in your life, but in my case it's all a myth...

　　This darkness will never go from my life. Everyday i ask the same question, why me? Out of so many people's why me?

　　I look at the sun and says, this sunlight is not meant for me... And even in moonlight, there's a beautiful spark spreads everywhere.... But not in my life...

　　But still moon is the only thing, which bring smile on my face.. I don't know why whenever i looks at it, i feel calm.. Feels like there's is someone, who ask me to smile....

　　My chain of thoughts broke by an irritating voice,yes she is very irritating..

　　"Sana come here fast or you planning to sleep whole day.. Why my breakfast is still not here? "  A girl yelling from outside...

　　I shake my head in disbelief, why i get a sister like rashmi...She is my eldest sister, but never behave like that. Why she always think that i get birth just for doing her works...

　　But i can't say anything because she is a princess of my house.. Oh! Sorry , is it my house or just a place where i live for some weeks on every 6 months...

　　I seriously prefer my hostel than this house, at least there i get peace on my bed. No matter no one wants to talk with me but not dragging me for doing their stuffs..

　　Shrugging away my all thoughts i darted towards the kitchen, otherwise again she start yelling. The kitchen is little old fashioned, as we live in our ancestral house.

　　I tie my hair on a bun and start making chicken soup for her. As she is in diet and i am assigned on a duty to take care of her diet.

　　After sometimes shano di enter in the kitchen. I saw her cooking here since childhood. At least she behaves normal with me.

　　She smiles at me and asked, " What are you making sana? You never drink chicken soup? "

　　I smiles sadly as someone is there who knows my likes and dislikes. Looking at her i says, "this is for rashmi".

　　She shakes her head in disbelief and says, " I don't understand why she can't do her own work. When you don't here, your father specially arrange a helping hand for her.

　　And when she get to know you are coming, she throw her out. "

　　I rolled my eyes, as i didn't want to discuss anything. Because i know why she doing all these. After making her soup i move towards her room.

　　I knock her door , as she don't like when anyone enter without knocking. Last time i have to face my monster dad's punishment for this.

　　Yes, i call him monster dad, because he always behaved like this and giving me punishment for useless things. She open the door and look at me with a disgusting face.

　　"Why i always have to remind you for my works? Useless psycho. "

　　Saying so she grab the tray from my hand and close the door on my face. I huffed and move to my room.

　　The word psycho, which i have to listen from my childhood. Not only she  everyone says that.

　　After taking shower i wear a black full sleeves kurti and jeans. Applied a lip balm and tie my hair in a bun. As i don't like to do make-up and all, because it's also can never change my life. Wearing my specs, i moved outside for breakfast.

　　I settled on the dining chair and grab a bread. My monster dad's facial expressions change the moment i reach here, because he hates me to no end.

　　But now i am used to it. Someone come and hugged me from back. I smiles, because she is the only one here, who care for me, my dadi.

　　She kiss my forehead, sit besides me and says, " Good morning meri cutie". I smiles and kiss her hand.

　　" Good morning dadi".

　　Just then my monster dad says, " Can't everyone just sit quietly and eat. I already told this girl that not come to the table when i am here."

　　And here is his taunting start. Sometimes i think his hate for me increased day by day. I look downwards and says, "I have to take my train after sometime, that's why i came for the breakfast".

　　I get up and move to my room,. I heard dadi scolding him for his behaviour and like always he go from there. I take out my packed bags , i am feeling relax that i move to my hostel today.

　　I seriously love that place, Shimla. I am pursuing masters there. Since childhood i like cold places, that's why i done my schooling also from there. And i love the view which i get from my hostel room window.

　　I take my phone and going to move, just then a massage pops out on my screen it's from my college. I made an irritating face as soon as i read the massage.

　　They organizes a seminar in musoori and every master students need to join the trip. I hate this trips because i feel more lonely on that bus with them, where everyone look at me and made disgusting faces.

　　And what if that thing start happen in front of everyone, again they call me mad and psychic. Buy i have to join the trip.

　　Taking my bag i move outside as i need to catch my train on time. I saw dadi standing on the door with a smile on her face. She hug me and says, " I will miss you bacha. And don't think too much about your father, he is an idiot."

　　I broke the hug and says, " You will take care of yourself. And don't worry about me, you know i can take care of myself. "

　　She put her hand on my head and says, "i wish soon someone comes to your life for  taking care of you and loves you to no end.  Someone for whom you will be his princess.You will get an enduring love."

　　I nodded my head in disbelief, because i know this is never going to happen. People hates to talk with me and she thinks someone will love me.

　　Biding her bye i move for shimla. As always i settled on my corner sit. But suddenly i saw that, no again this will happen in front of everyone..

　　And I start screaming in pain..

　　Aaaahhhhh.....aaaahhhhh.....

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